Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

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Thursday, August 30, 2007
8:07 AM

WHY NO PPL TAGGING!! Someone come type leh..very boring de leh..
Anyway yesterday during science damn funny.Mrs Tan was talking then lejing dun understand then call me explain.Then she still dun understand then she shout what the hell u talking about! Suddenly whole class quiet. Then i was telling mrs tan that she was talking abt me not her..damn sudenly whole class laugh..damn funny. An di got back my results today!!! STUPID geog.I FAILED GEOG! But i quite happy for science.SEE below for marks ba.
ENglish-60
Chinese-57 Deproved ALOT:(
Maths-60
Science-74.4:)
GEog-40:(
History-67.5

so is lyk wtf..i only happy with science=.= and marcus get lyk B,A,A,A,A,A.... walao. sian...now having it lor..damn bored la.teacher dun want teach...
莎士比亚:人们可支配自己的命运,若我们受制余人 那错不在命运,而在我们

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Friday, August 24, 2007
6:58 PM

A BIG SORRY TO JOYCE AND FLORENCE. Sorry for making u all quarrel over the chinese grping thing. really sry sry. anyway today was science test.was quite ok lor.The most easy part of the paper is the word equation ba. then we had pe which is simply very very sian.then we had maths.ms chan was damn pissed off with us.then we had science.mrs tan taught new chapter call the what particular theory of matter. very sian la.today is a damn sian day. thx to that some1 who talk to me on msn just now.That some1 who really cheer me up although what i say make u freak out or wadever.really thx.u make my day today.true.we cannot keep on living in the past.we must move forward.i wonder if that person will come read my blog.but anyway u noe who u are.and really thx.

生命的时间是短促的;但是即使生命随着时钟的指针飞驰,到了一小时 就要宣告结束,要卑贱地消磨这段短时间却也嫌太长.

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Thursday, August 23, 2007
8:17 PM

If only i can go back to the past...
  • I would never have talked to HER.That person who made me look lyk a fool in front of the person i lyk.That person who betrayed my trust.That person whom I have trusted over this 1year+.
  • I would destroy the first cockroach egg.So there wun be any cockroaches which will simply just freak us out now.
  • I would not have eaten so much and become so fat now!!!haix..Just try to cut down from now lor.
  • I would make sure WWII have never happened.SO that we would have one less thing to study>.0

LOL.I think i bo liao nth do ba.from today onwards.i will end all my posts with a good phrases.U all can consider of using them for chinese compo^^

莎士比亚:“人世间的煊赫光荣,往往产生在罪恶之中,为了身外的浮名,牺牲自己的良心。"

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7:19 PM

Today went to the history fieldtrip which is lyk quite boring la.first we go to this museum then inside watching the sound of battle or smth lyk that la.the boys damn funny. Keep on talk and talk and talk non stop.coz very dark mah.then can't even see the fingers so they keep on saying hole hole hole...THen the red light keep flashing then they say wad red light district=.= i think they bo liao nth do la.then nth much lor.until we go to the ford or smth lyk that then fun.first we had to walk up this flight of stairs which is lyk made of wood.Then jj and zuxiang behind me and lejing mah.So they were saying that i better dun go up the stairs first. then u noe wad i do.I reach the centre then i jump.LOL.so zuxiang was lyk"omg! There's a crack le!!!" lol..then in the end after everything,we wait at the lobby then we were playing scissors paper stone.LOL.me, florence, ruijing, joyce and lejing help weijie.Then yisheng, jolene, rachl, sherina, qianyun help cheong jing. So ok lor quite fun la.Today was quite a funny day.Ya.I LOVE today^^

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Wednesday, August 22, 2007
6:51 PM

2nd post.Well,u noe wad i did today.I went to I cafe and Caroline's mum was inside so obviously u can guess wad i do rite.I complained Caroline to her mum.Yes I DID complain to her.And meanwhile i dunno wad the fuck is some ppl thinking in their minds la.Me and Le Jing were chatting and eating happily and this grp of ppl.Let me change my words.not ppl.Bitches to be excact.came around and sit beside us.Hello?? Ur presence is lyk nth? I din see anything lyk i say.All bitches have this amazing ability to blend in with the surrounding air.ppl who are not blind cannot see but to my shock,ppl who are blind can see.Well so i guess is the other way round.Read le jing's blog for excact details.And SPECIAL THANKS TO FLORENCE!!! THx for teaching me 2 new things:sense no evil and think no evil.go check out my blog tittle ba..

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6:36 PM

Today i will seperate 2 of my blogs.1 lyk wad weijie say,i will talk abt happy stuff.The other one is zhen dui some ppl write one..So let start with the normal one then.Today was quite ok lor.I really enjoyed sitting around jolene and yisheng they all coz they contribute to the happiness of my life.First period was english then i think weijie and florence keep on poking ruijing that's why he ran to the empty table between jolene and me and kneel down there to copy that formal letter sample.I was lyk LOL. I really feel much more happier sitting around florence ,weijie,yisheng they all.Really.Thx a lot.geog is as boring as ever and recess...that's fall under the seperate post.after recess was science which we revise some trasport in man stuff and go through answers for the acids and alkalines. then chinese.Amazingly wu lao shi let me sleep in her class.I was abt to slp then she ask if i finish my stuff.THen i say finish and she actually call me rest a while..lyk wad's her prob? Is she wrong in the mind or smth? THen we had calligraphy and my drawing simply suxs and i dunno why the teacher still put up-.- Then RuiJing go draw wad doraemon in skirt.damn funny.then after that i went i cafe to do my part time and i earned $5.It's lyk u just go there slack around take some order.have fun making ice blend and gotcha! The $5 is all urs! So anyone interested to take up the part time job??

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Tuesday, August 21, 2007
4:10 PM

I changed my seat!!! At least i no need sit beside some ppl who claimed that she is neutral between wad happen between me and SOMEONE. Ya u all should noe who the SOMEONE mean la..anyway today damn pissed of with some things that happen in lt1.Let me get this straight across.I no need to be afraid of seeing you coz i am not guilty to wad i do to u. And pls i dun care even if u walk past me.coz u blend me with the surrounding air.Yes.And i simply dun feel ur presence.Only when someone tell me u walk past then i noe.And I dun care if u hate me or not coz i am definately gonna hate you for the rest of my life.And all those ppl who are trying to suck up.People lyk Caroline.Nice try trying to suck up to yan yan.ur actions are so obvious. And u are bringing across the msg to me that u hate me.so since u hate me.I wun care if ur name is being metioned or not.U are a damn bitch who actually suck up to any side that u have advantage on.Lyk if u cant get anything on one side,u will go help the other side and that's you. Lyk wad happen in Lt today.U "pushed" cheng hui away and go join caresse's grp.I mean common sense la,if they have a choice between u and Cheng Hui u think they will choose you ah? U may say i everytime stick to Le Jing or wadever is it. But i never once leave Le Jing for my own benefits.last time maybe but not now.even the geog is she asked me join marcus they all then i joined de.I am really glad to have a fren to be there for me no matter wad happens. It's nth to have lots of ppl who are so called ur fren but just that one true fren is already enuff for everything that happens. True frens are hard to be found and i seriously believe that u can never be one.And stop claiming that u have a bf.I think u are too despo so that's why u make up one by urself rite.u can claim how shuai is he or wadever that u want.But no one will believe ur crap ok.And ur info damn lag when u tell lejing today that the teachers going to taiwan with u all is inclusive of susan lau and huang cheng gui. And i doubt anyone would want go taiwan le.And yes i noe that if i go no one want to go also.So u no need come my board tag and say anything abt me.And i dun wish for u to tag coz i scared later i have to change my whole tagboard

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Sunday, August 19, 2007
7:12 PM

Congrats to Lejing for getting her internet connection!!!
Anyway can anyone help me with this question??

3 person went to a watch shop to buy a present for their fren's bday.They saw a watch which the owner son said was $30. And so each person took out $10 to pay the owner son.Then then went off. The owner came back and told the son it was $25. So he told the son to take the $5 back to the 3 guys. So the son thought that $5 can't divide between 3 person.So he thought that he give back each one $1 then pocket $2 for himself.But if he give back each person $1.That means each person only pay $9 and adding the $2 that the son pocket,There's only a total of $29. Where did the missing $1 go???

Can some1 tell me the answer by thursday pls..Any clever ones out there??

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Friday, August 17, 2007
9:24 PM

If only there is this invention that u can see what is in ur brain and can use some wire to connect ur memories to the computer or smth.Then if there is this particular memory u hate,u could delete away.I wish there is really such things.I just suddenly feel so damn freaky emo now. Too much things happen today and ya,hating that gang of ppl more and more.I wish WMX can agree to wad i suggest.Either i change place with that Caroline or Le Jing change place with Yan Yan.No matter wad happen,i dun want to sit with anyone associated with that 2 freaking person. fancy complaining me abt cheating when it's lyk so many ppl cheat.And come on Caroline was cheating for the chinese la..And she go complain to WMX that i copied word for word.Ya she have perfect eyesight can seeeee frm so far.Lyk wad the fuck.dun she feel guilty of complaining abt ppl cheating when she herself did it b4.For god sake,she's just trying to suck up to Yan Yan they all la.And seriously,I dun lyk that fucking words that came from her mouth that the poster to Joyce was to get into her good books.Seriously,i do things without motive.Not lyk her and the other 2. And i am getting more pissed off with her.Went to talk to counseller today and she call me go find her on Monday.And seriously,Florence taught me this: Feel no evil,See no evil and hear no evil. And today P.E was damn funny.Especially wad Qian Yun and Florence did^^ And Wei Jie look damn moody today wor.CHEER UP^^ Yi Sheng also must cheer up!!! I mean u can join in the chong qin trip during the holidays and u will get to see him again!! Focus on the present first k^^ All CHEER UP BA^^

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Thursday, August 16, 2007
9:33 PM

Starting blog again.but dun think it will last.I am getting so damn fed up with you.AND why does the biotech end in lyk 2days.Hope i tml good luck and see no evil hear no evil-.- Although some ppl are missed and thought of but there is this 2 person who nobody gives a damn too. I means who will think of her.Today when i walked home with Lejing,I poured away all my water on the grass patch and told LeJing that the frenship of me and HER is lyk the water.ALL flown away.And only ppl desperate for water(meaning frens) will go lick the water up. And lyk wtf she say abt Wei Jie.Sry to weijie for reminding u the sad stuff.Just treat that u din read this part k^^ YOU were one of those girls who were in the clique last time and why din't u say it last time but now when wad u have had gone? wad Joyce said was true.YOU are just simply so jealous.And pls doing some crap behind ppl's back then change a face and write an apology letter is so no help ok. The email i reply u is so much longer.In fact.words cant phrase my diappointment in u.I forgot to include that msg u send me.What frens forever then if u are ever mean to me god kills you.So well i wish God really would. But we seriously dun give a fucking damn.Keep up with ur fucking attitude and u will just become the outcast.
Msg to WeiJie: FInally can thank you officially on my blog le!! THX for listening to what i have to say abt HER.U keep on saying cant help me much but u without ur knowing already helped a lot.Sry sry sry for getting so emo that day while talking to u.Thx a lot. U must also forget everything abt her k? Not worth wasting time on some bitch.Just forget everything u saw on her blog.It's just some rubbish anyway as she is lyk an outcast and wants attention from others.
And also special thx to those out there who have been willing to listen to what i have to say abt her over the past few days-Florence,Le Jing,YiSheng,Rach,Venessa. THX a lot for listening to wad i say^^

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